Sick... and fed up
Sigh went to West mall after sch.. had bio test today and it was shitty shit.. I bet i will fail.. i kept worrying abt it all day long.. I can't stand it! i hated myself.. why am i behaving that way.. why can't i juz treat it nth is happening and smile even though i fail.. why ppl are able to does that.. I dun 1 to wear a stupid face and sad expression on my face throughout the day.. Thanx xt.. really appreciate wad she did.. I told myself i will try my best next time.. but it does not help..
Why muz everyone have that feeling of always trying to win ur frens.. I hate it!! I am sick of the stupid Sec 3 life..
LIFE SUX!!!
Had been sleeping for the whole day today.. maybe i dun wanna face reality haha.. or maybe becoz of my swollen hand.. Yesterday's badminton match with Kranji was real cool and exciting .. although we lost, we still get the silver.. Sigh.. Saw a big discount at TS... told my mum i wanna get a few sets of vcds.. and she claim that i better not keep watching tv and say i nv study lor.. Can't she see i'm so damn pissed already? With my bloody hell sch work.. What the hell.. which eyes did she ever see that i nv study? they dun even care abt it lor... i work hard for every tests i do and i dunno wad the hell they wan?! Buying vcds is mine own money! Not theirs.. so wad are they complaining for? Did i ever say i wanna watch the show so soon? i can watch it after some exams rite? idiot .. i noe the limits lor.. She even say i nv study becoz my room was messy.... OmG..
Ridiculous!
I hate life.. Life sux.. i think i starting to hate bio.. but i hack .. I wanna get the score i wanted.. i wanted to prove myself that i am capable.. and i failed for this time.. was juz a minor 1.....
