Today wake up early.. juz to go to the post office to post smth gib kenix.. heh.. play com till 11.. den until now den can play.. had an argument with my parents.. My bro and his friends were suppose to go to Body world today.. juz becoz of the last min dinner dat my parents had arrange, he was forced to cancel the meeting.. As i was angry at my mum for stuff, i sided my bro.. but they also does that to me once.. Damn.. Emily told me b4 that we were suppose to have a dinner on my bday together.. but then my parents didn't told me abt it.. so i assume that we are not going.. and i promised Minmin to go for my CCA(helping ppl paint their houses, CIP).. And my parents told me juz a few days b4 that.. i was pissed.. i told them i do not want to go for the dinner.. and they scolded me especially my father.. He's unreasonable! he wanted me to by all means cancel the meeting.. Who's fault is that?! THEY! wtf? i called minmin and she say i am leaving too early.. and damn it.. took a long time to resolve the prob.. If not for them, i won't be in such a mess!.. Today my dad came home.. he got so fark up dat he scolded me.. abt the tissue i guess? The tissue on the floor doesn't even belong to me!! why muz he always push all the blames to me especially this kind of matter.. i am always the one who is called to clear the rubbish especially tissue on the floor.. accused of throwing tissues all over the place! Oh yeah.. he gib me that Buai song face.. i gib him back rite?! den dun tell me i smile back to him meh!?.. Den later on was abt to go out,i was still pissed with his behaviour.. my mum told me to take the cam, i refused and ignored her.. was also angry at her.. My father started scolding me once again.. saying everytime gib buai song face, go there see already make ppl pek chek.. Firstly, Did i ever want him to look at my face?! NO! 2ndly, Wtf.. did i ever say i wan to go?! did i had a choice!? NO! Stupid this reminds me of Mrs Lim, always nagging at us and beating around a bush when she wanted to scold us.. Say we dun treasure our studies and stuff like if we dun wanna study, dun come to sch.. DID WE have a CHOICE?! Siao EH.. We wanna get out of sch, parents allow meh.. den also feel guilty for disappointing our parents.. Damn.. I tot i have freedom unlike my other friends who are controlled by parents.. but in the end i am the one who got controlled.. On sunday and saturdays without a word.. pull me out of the house.. if i dun follow.. they juz sulk and say "If u dun go out with us, u will nv had a chance anymore".. threatening me huh?! Stupid.. can't they spare a tot for me!? all they think is 1 year can gamble during new year.. Den how abt me?! Dey went to my grandma house to gamble.. It's not that i dun wish to see my Grandma, she's great, a great cook.. But it's juz that my bro and Rox often sneaks away leaving me alone.. yaya The one child alone in the house! Ya even when i visit my grandmother.. All i do is sleep!.. Anyway dey juz gamble.. and wad i do is find anything to do! Stupid! since i dun hab anything to do, why bother to pull me there?! Why Ben n Rox have a choice of going there or not and i had to go for sure?! WHY?! They was actually going today.. AGAIN! but lucky enuff, the dinner ended late.. Everytime say see my face pek chek.. what the hack! when i say i am frustrated and pissed.. i am voicing out my thoughts.. can't they see i'm stressed?! And they scolded my for saying that... Saying wad New YEar say such thing and wadever it is.. Adults are juz so unreasonable...
MOOD: ANGRY! >=(
