2.47pm.. FeelinG:Down
Monday ... a bad day for me? or izzit everyday is a bad day for me.. thinking of stupid stuff that makes my mood more worse.. I think i am getting really idiotic.. i juz keep imagining ppl badmouthing me behind my back and dislikes me.. i juz got a feeling that everybody hated my actions and wadever.. i hated myself too.. really sorry to ppl who i offended without knowing.. I really thinks that i have problem communicating with others i guess..
I dislikes going out with my family.. i mean cousins and relatives.. they seems to be neglecting me.. when they see my brother they ask him abt how is his ITE life and so on and so for.. and me.. Left alone.. i juz dislikes the feeling with them anyway coz it seems like they dislike me.. Sigh.. even with family outings.. we are the only family that is left out lors.. nvm...
I am currently feeling really down.. dunno wad happen... so many tests to cope out with.. i am glad that i had finally understood the plant chapter concept.. finally?.. Physics is back to normal for me. i dun think there's a need for me to tuition since i understand it.. i realised that my weakness is Carelessness.. So have to buck up.. this term.. mid year exam muz score well.. a marks that i'm satisfied with..
