feeling rather fark up..
realli in bad mood this daes.. so alwaes scolding vulgarities yes i buai song my brother again.. he sux.. he said he's going out and i let him play first.. ok i hear it with my own ears dat he say 6pm let me play.. and he insisted he said 7pm.. ass.. i realli feel like scolding out all the vulgarities at once... see the conversation below:
Grace: "ok let me count.. 5hours for u and 5and a half hours for me if i played at 7pm.."
Bro: Hey u still benefit 30mins rite?
Grace: U just now say 6pm 1 lor!
Bro: Ur ear got prob izzit, i said 7pm, u nv hear properly..
Grace: Ok.. at most let me play at nite lahs..
Bro: wad?! i wanna play midnight 1 lor.. Now is everytime u complain i nv complain ok?! u nv benefit? last saturday nite u play till 1.30am lor..
Den i nv talk liaos.. fark u! i haven scold u finished.. i will continue here.. use ur brain idiot.. saturday I WENT OUT, u benefit more! and u play till 3plus or 4plus.. no matter how u r still using more den me.. fuck.. everytime midnight u use.. wad u wan?! i complain?! yeah i complain cos i needed to do proj ok? i noe i am unreasonable at times bud u sux more.. Wad do u have to complain u tell me? U BENEFIT more den me.. fark.. if u still dare to complain when u benefit more den me, i will slapped u hard in the mouth see whether u got the cheek to talk.. u said urself.. if u were the one who played midnight.. in the afternoon i would have extra 1hour to play.. and i dun hab at all..
Next..
The website.. i can't enter Ron nor tavia's website.. wtf.. my com prob.. and i feel like trying to fix it.. bud i'm afraid i would cause some prob so i asked my bro.. den he noe there's prob and he just gave and excuse "the site got prob.." ass.. i told him insisting tt the site was available for others and not me.. he told me say wad very hard to fix and he had nv had dat prob b4.. so i requested to repair it on my own.. and i headed to follow the instructions.. he stood there and after a while he said "NO! Dun touch it.. the whole internet would spoil.. " .. I replied "Den u wan me how? i wanna go ok? u nv try how u noe" .. "Last time i took a long time to repair it back".. "There is always a way out, i dun care!".. Den he said "there's no need to repair.. why make a big mess out of a small thing and wadever shit".. Of cos he says tt.. it does not affect him.. the main sites i go is this pages.. if i cannot go wad for i come online?!
Is there a prob with me
i am hating myself realli much.. i dunno why everytime i quarrel.. i type here.. i will start hating myself for creating so much trouble.. it seems like his fault bud more like i am at fault.. bud i am realli angry.. this com everybody shares.. why can't i just try repair it myself why can't he let me try? who noes if i try i can go to my site.. it is not his com.. why i dun hab the right to do it?.. i wanted to try.. bud i was afraid i got scolded by him..
