trying to be rather calm though kinda pissed off with mother. i'm just being petty over stuffs. Angry her becos.
(1) Ask her go poh kim get me vcd cos is a Big Discount. Buy 1 Get 1 free and she dun wan. She claimed tt she hab no $$ when actually she does hab. when no discount tt time she love to ask me to wait for discount. now got discount ask her get for me as a reward for getting 4th she also dun1. Last year i get 8th also get 50bucks.. this year i get 4th nv get nth =.=. Ok wadever.
(2) She made us walk so far just for the sake of a few sheets of luck draw tickets. I previously already quite pissed off le. so this make me more pissed off cos my leg pain.
(3) Pass by OP and dey were saying wad 20% off. so we went in. i like this shorts which cos 32 bucks after discount and my mother brought this bloody DISCOUNT word out again. saying 32 bucks is still damn exp. wait till got more discount then buy. Can't be bothered with her and i just suan her and walk out of the shop telling her " Next time u buy gib urself lor. "
These teaches me a lesson not to buy clothings with her or go shopping with her. and i realli wonder is it done on purpose. i went downstair cos i wan go poh kim and she just walk the other side just walk and dun care abt us lor.. we follow her out liao den she start asking "how much the vcd." in the car ask "wad show u wanna get, where got poh kim i get for u" cos obviously i am angry with her wad. Den i tell her, "tell u for wad, last 2 days nia lor, just now tell u dun1 get, leave liao den get. Dunwan liao la." zzz Wadever she does or she buy must hab discount den can lor. I mean if u happi can liao still wait wad idiotic discount. Can't stand her.
all this den trigger into me thinking. if only i hab the money i could actually buy the vcds. and i started to blame those ppl who owe me money. wadever. And my cousin Roxanne tan. Arghss i realli hab tt feeling tt u actually lie to me. u owe me my posters which u claimed tt u can't find it, more than 1 and a half years ago. and till now i still haben get my posters. Ok nvm. Den i am going to ask u back my 30 bucks and wad so ever. I now had this hatret to these ppl who owe money(lots) and nv return thanx to the ppl who owe me money. if i nv express that's it, its just tt i'm still treating u as a fren and hiding inside my heart. Even 3 years old kid also noe tt u should return the money u owe first rather than spend it on some stuff tt U can actually buy later when u hab the money. I dislike having tt feeling of owing ppl money. Dun u guys ever feel guilty?
